Starlight,
I am sorry to hear you are having such a hard time. If you could give us an introduction to yourself and the problems you have been having ? I read your second post re Klonopin and ECT but I am confused as to what your dx is and what kind of therapy and medication you have been on.
ECT from what I understand is used for severe treatment resistant depression.
If you would like to share a bit more and perhaps post in one thread it will help us in how we respond to your issues. We are here to help !
Kindly,
Kitt