Hello and thank you for taking the time to read my post. I am a single, 31 year old, full time paralegal student. That might sound awesome, but the road to get here has not been easy. I have been through so many things in life. I have made many sacrifices and have taken many risks in order to allow myself the opportunity to achieve my goals.
For the past year or so, I wake up every single day with severe nausea. The nausea is so bad it makes me gag, although I have never actually vomited. I admit that I am totally stressed out. I was laid off from my favorite job, I have been unemployed for a while and I cannot seem to find work. I search and apply everywhere, but as of yet still no luck. I am behind on several bills, including my car payment (which stresses me out the most). The thought of seeing the repo man pull up in a tow truck causes me to feel anxious, nervous, and even depressed all the time. I also feel stressed because I wish I could help out my parents financially. If it wasn't for them, I would probably be under a bridge somewhere. To add to all of this, I don't have health insurance, so please don't tell me to go see a doctor because it will depress me even more.
My morning nausea started about
a year ago and typically would last about
an hour or so. Lately, the nausea is lasting longer into the afternoon hours. I know I am hungry, but I have no desire to eat. Food grosses me out even more. I gag and I clinch in pain because it is just the worst feeling. At times, the nausea is accompanied by headaches, and difficulty breathing. Sometimes I feel like I just can't catch my breath. In addition, I have a lot of trouble sleeping. I can't fall asleep and as I am laying in bed, I can feel my heart pounding through my chest. Sometimes it scares me. And once I do manage to fall asleep, I wake up several times throughout the night and I often have nightmares. This is driving me crazy. I want to be healthy and happy so that I can find a good job and move forward with my life. I appreciate any input, as lately I have felt so alone on this journey. Thank you!
p.s. In the past I found that medicinal **** **** provided much needed relief for my nausea and difficulty sleeping. It has even helped with my feelings of depression. Unfortunately, I have no job, no money, and no ways to buy it anymore.
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