Posted 5/3/2012 11:35 PM (GMT 0)
i'm a 17yr old boy in college, recently i've been feeling as if i am dreaming and find it hard to concentrate on what's going on around me. I'm sure it's to do with my anxiety, which i have also been feeling recently. It's sometimes okay when i am not thinking about it, however when i am, it can be very scary and i don't know what to do. I believe this is related to my anxiety which i also find quite disturbing as i am unable to talk in front of class without feeling this head-rush sensation which causes me to panic by losing my voice, shake and feel faint. I also get nervous now when travelling away from home with friends, even if it's just a 20min bus journey. Also, the scariest thing is, when i have been running around a lot (which i do quite regularly) i feel the "dreamy world" starts to get worse. It can even get so bad, that i dont know what is going on around me and i cannot think straight at all. It is very hard to explain. I have researched this many times and was looking into something called "depersonalisation/depersonalization disorder" which sort of fits in to what i'm feeling.