Posted 5/29/2012 3:39 PM (GMT 0)
I'm back!
I've been under a lot of stress lately due to changes in my routine, so thats probably why my anxiety is so bad recently, but even knowing this, it doesn't make it any easier to deal with! P
For the past few days I've barely been able to eat or sleep. I have a fear of getting sick, (which I've posted about) and my stomach has been in knots for days. My flawed logic is that if I eat I will get sick, even though the rational part of my brain tells me if I eat I'll actually feel better. *sigh*
As for sleeping, I basically just can't relax. When I lay down my thoughts just race. I have to keep myself distracted when I'm trying to sleep, but this just ends up keeping me awake all night. It definitely doesn't help that my sleeping schedule is messed up. Any tips on regulating it would be much appreciated.
My new 'biggest fear' is my lung collapsing. I can barely even type about it, it makes me so scared. I refuse to look it up on google, but I really want to know if its even common. I can't stand seeing all the other information about it though!
Well thats the end of my rant. I plan to call my doctor soon, so hopefully that will help put my fears to rest. Also thanks everyone who responded to my last post. I'm sorry I didn't respond, I got a little overwhelmed, but it really means a lot to me!