Good Morning,I am sorry to read you are having a tough time however, in my opinion, I do not feel searching for meds to replace benzos is the answer that will help you the most. I would work very closely with your Psychiatrist in finding a soulution that is best suited to you.
Taking to many pills is not the answer so please do look at all of the alternative options your Psychiatrist recommends for you.
We are here to support you and know that we care.
Kindly,
Kitt