Posted 9/5/2012 6:03 AM (GMT 0)
Ok thank you I am trying those readings . I just really don't know what is going on :/ . If in one week I don't feel good I am leaving the lexapro. Because its just a lot :S like at least with zoloft,YES! I couln't sleep, and I had nightmares and OCD. But I did not had this edge feeling :S! I rather deal with OCD than being high and on the edge all time for no reason.
I am going to try the readings thank you for listening. You know what happens is I don't want to be taking one or other pill, I want to take the least pills I can. I don't want to be an addict. When I was young I had to deal with panic attacks and OCD, I never told anyone I had it then it went away. I know there is a way to be without pills and be fine , I mean I did it myself why I cant do it now ?. I just want to be stable so I can later began to learn myself to control my anxiety. Lexapro I have no idea of what is happening , I mean I am not bipolar , all I have is GAD and OCD. So why I feel like high. I am strong person ,I have never done any drugs , I travel around the world by myself egypt , turkey just to mention some, I am doing a double carer business and political science. I speak 3 languages. what I want to say is I feel angry at my problem like,from all things that I have going on my life why I have this :S???? why doesn't it go away ??? I want to keep going with my life normal, I am upset and angry , I can't believe I can't go out because I feel anxious and high all the time. I want to go out I want to be fine, I love traveling !! I just can't be like this I am willing to do anything to be fine. I have been worse, and I can take it!!
Thank you for listening , really it helps a lot . At least I feel like I am not alone with this !!
Karen
Thank you :)!!