Big thank you but still SO frightened!

Last night I woke up in a panic with this really horrible stitch-like pain under my breast bone (I've had it for a eek and a half now which is a miracle I haven't yet seen my Dr) and automatically panicked and was unable to breathe and thought I was going to die then and there...

My hubby was about to fall asleep and baby was asleep next to him. I woke him up but he refused blatantly to call the ambulance/emg DOc etc so I came downstairs and wen ton this forum.

I noticed the 'chat' room and ended up chatting to Becky and chy who were absolutely lovely to me- so compassionate and kind and it made me feel more peaceful than I's felt all week...

Just knowing others understand this intolerable suffering is a solace. I still feel so frightened by what this pain is? and if, this time, it will be serious/life threatening/terminal. It is a debilitating and soul destroying way to live and I pray fervently every day it will be taken from me.
I feel so useless to my beautiful children; too scared to go out for a walk, or even drive some where right now.

Thank you for reading!

LP

You will indeed find comfort here because most all of us know what you are feeling. Your last two sentences tell me a ton! Try not to entertain the fear aspect. You can and will get through this.