Hello all. I have stumbled into this site searching for severe crippling anxiety symptoms and cures and also noticed that the posts are fairly recent.
I always had very MILD anxiety my whole life, not even a panic attack just like I said, mild epiosode. Well, that ended in March of this year. I woke up with a screaming noise in my ear (tinnitus) which kicked off this crapstorm I am still enduring into Jan 2016. The first few months were brutal with no sleep, had to be out of work for a few weeks. Naturally was given Xanax and Ambien and Lexapro.
I seemed to be doing okay till about May or June. Thats when my tounge and mouth started to feel "funny". I am determined that it is Burning Mouth Syndrome. Very uncomfortable but I dealt with it. But THEN, around August, I started getting these shakes in my legs, to the point where I could not stand up or walk very far. Since then they have spread to my arms and chest. Seems my voice even fluctuates now with the trembling.
Let me just say that nothing sets this off. I get out off bed and it starts. Taking a shower and driving to work is brutal. Then trying to sit at work for 8 hours is also bad. Can't seem to sit still or EVER relax. At night, I am NEVER tired. EVER. If I didn't take the sleeping meds I think I could stay up for a week.
Just went to ER and everything checks out, Blood, XRAYS, EKG, BP, you name it. So what else is it....bzzzzt - Anxiety. I understand that I have it but I don't think it could make thing THIS FRIGGIN' BAD.
I basically shake all day, only time I don't is lying down in bed which is pretty much all I do when I get home.
I too have lost my wife and family's support as they all say I don't help my self. WHAT CAN I DO? I am on the second shrink, the third counselor, tired EMDR, nothing helps. Not all the drugs, nothing.
I am at my wits end and do think of checking out EVERY DAY. But I have two kids so that brings me back to reality but how LONG am I supposed to endure this.
I can't walk more than 30 mintues without severe shaking. I'm convinced it's something more but no one will take me seriously. Even went to a neurologist which just said....Anxiety. What could make me physically sick from walking? Shaking from standing up? It CAN'T be just anxiety.
If someone has any suggestions or advice, please, please please let me know.
Like I said, I'm not sure how much longer I can do this.
Thanks...
RDM