Posted 11/2/2012 5:28 AM (GMT 0)
Howdy everyone! Have not posted in quite a while, sorry for that, but I am still here, breathing and living and making it through the days!
I recently started nail school! Something I have always wanted to do :) I am enjoying it immensely! I had a lot of anxiety building up to the first day because it is with people I do not know, so it is hard with someone with anxiety to act normal and not panicky when being in surroundings that are new! I would get a big shaky and scared when the teacher is going around asking questions, but I try and keep myself calm. So far so good!
I have definitely been feeling pretty good lately, anxiety levels have been a bit reduced because I feel as if I am on a schedule and keeping my mind off of myself. The only thing that bothers me still is the lump in my arm pit but I ignore it, I know I am fine, I have not gotten it checked which I feel I still need to to completely ease my mind, but I know I am not dying or do not have cancer, I think it is either a fat buildup which I have a lot under my arms which stinks as is, or just tissue or a muscle, and it only bothers me when I push on it, but I have been forgetting about it and just doing my own thing and focusing on moving forward!
I really hope everyone is having great progress and I promise I will try getting back on here more often! I have just been so busy! And I dressed up as a banana for halloween, and handed out candy and had a blast! Figured I would tell you all my costume hehe it was hilarious.
Talk to you guys soon, take care!