Posted 11/7/2012 4:30 AM (GMT 0)
Hi thanks for your reply, after realizing how horrible the disease can be, I became anxious, and can't shake the feeling of dread. I feel like its a death sentence, even though my symtoms are mild, I'm aware they can become worst.. I fear leaving my children. Apparently not life threatening, but a lot of people have a miserable time, and in some cases it leads to colonectomy. The thought has push my anxiety through the roof. I've struggled with death as my trigger since I was a child, any loss or tragedy seems very hard for me to cope with. Ive had some reassurance from members on this site in the colitis section. They have been pretty good. Far more helpful than the textbook GP :(