my son's dad and i broke up years ago - he is 6 1/2. he continues to harrass me about
what i'm doing the one night a week he has him. he is so immature and ridiculous. he doesn't want to treat me respectfully but thinks he has a right to do this to me because i had his child. i don't know what to do. i don't think you can get a protective order for verbal abuse and texting. i ignore him - doesn't stop. anyway, i think this is causing me alot of stress. he showed up at my door ringing my doorbell this morning to make me and my son breakfast this morning. i didn't let him in. he's harmless but just doesn't get it at all. don't think he ever will.
i was with my sisters for thanksgiving and they were talking about how much coffee think drink everyday - them and another lady there. i have been having pvcs lately - more than usual. the holiday season does this to me - not to mention my son is away at basic training and i didn't want him to join. just the whole money thing stresses me out.
anyway, it's just not fair that some of us have so many symptoms from stress and anxiety when others can drink coffee all day and not have any. makes me mad. i just want to feel normal. i know pvcs are not dangerous but i have been having them more lately and it still scares me. know i'm fine though. have been eating alot of dove chocolates too but just want to be able to feel normal. even if i eat chocolate. haha
ok i'm done ranting. i will count my blessings instead. ha