Posted 12/8/2012 5:05 AM (GMT 0)
Since she started university she msgs me everyday to ask me things about her subjects or to tell me about the problems at school and the stress she has because of it, she needs a lot of positive reinforcement and to hear that she is smart and ncie and good... And it's fine, since the beginning I let her know she could count on me and I would be happy to help her. When I was studying, my mom only judged me and told me I was a stupid when I made a mistake and I don't want my siter to go through the same. And I am happy to help her, I am, but, this week has been very tired for me, like emotionally, some things I don't even know what to say and it frustrates me that she msgs me every five minutes because she feels insecure about some things. It's not that I don't want to help her, I do want to, but days like these I just want to be quiet like, there are many things in my head. Today I was about to say, just let me breath, don't tell me anything! I know she's also insecure, and I try her not to be like me, and I want to let her know that it's ok not to be perfect and that I will support her even if she does something wrong but, aw I'm tired now.