It's true how funny when we feel "fine" when we're about
to escape or exit something we're not really used to (in your case large groups) and get ourselves someplace where we can feel comfortable. My current home or place where I live will always be my comfort zone. If I got out of the house I'll always feel sick on my stomach, feel nervous outside and mostly feel like I'm gonna take a dump. I find myself ashamed having this issue. I'm not really used to or feel comfortable to take a dump somewhere else except in our house that's what make me anxious whenever I'm far from home. Whenever I feel I have to do it outside leaves me panicking but not like these kind of panic attacks I'm having right now. I also remember how terrible I can feel when I'm going further away from home and how I feel great going back home. I have this ever since I was young. Schools and new people make me anxious like I'm in a state of danger. My panic attacks just started when I thought I have a serious health condition and developed health anxiety that was made worse by googling. What you experienced is a panic attack for sure. It can be relieved by taking deep breaths and doing some breathing exercises. Now I have this weird symptoms that makes me worry more and I'm having a hard time developing my coping skills because first I want to rule out any serious health condition causing these symptoms and just end up being frustrated because I'm not able to send myself to get those other check-ups or exams I needed to help me tell myself "don't worry about
those things." I'm thankful and feel grateful for people telling me I'm fine and healthy that makes me feel great but I still feel the need to be told by doctors I'm fine by taking those expensive tests.
You're gonna be fine aublan since your anxiety are mostly not about
your health. You're not going to die from panic attacks but being so stressed and worked up with these things are not healthy. You can hear other's coping skills here in HW and you can visit the resource page provided here by the moderators that helped a lot of people. Proper breathing is a must.
Post Edited (Jojanxiety) : 6/6/2013 2:58:04 AM (GMT-6)