bad night

I was having a great couple of days I actually thought I was on the road to recovery. Then last night was like half asleep laying in bed, my mind was racing with bad thoughts, and a huge panic attack hit. Oh yea Larry the Benydril works didnt try it last night cause have been sleeping well. Anyhow had to take a Xanax and within a half an hour the monster was gone and I was asleep. Whats the good news in all this? One I survived did not have to call anyone at 1:00 in the morning. Two the medication worked and I can stop these when they get to bad. The most important reason is this is just a bump in the road. I am not going to let it interfere with my progress. I feel better today and am going to continue to feel and get better. I am determined to get better and live a happy and full life. So in my straight line of getting better this was just little deviation, and I am back on the path.
God bless everyone
Ed

bull,

Those bumps in the road are little devils and often we never see them coming.  Last August I had a mountain pop up right in front of me and did not see that either.  I think I need new glasses.

I am here for you my friend and wishing you Happy Trails as you move on down life's highways.

Gentle Hugs,

Kitt

 

Actually bull these little hiccups teach us things, in that they are good, glad you were able to put id down
you will be ok and yes I believe you will live long and not alone. Peace

Larry ***