Posted 7/1/2013 3:55 AM (GMT 0)
But as soon as night gets here out my enemy pop& for what I don't know,my sister is in hospital real sick again&for a min I thought my niece had call me to tell me some bad news,I should've looked at the number all the way it was a old friend calling me. Wow these lil anxiety punches are getn on my last nerv&I feel something deep in me telling me to get my mind ready for it. She tells me she is real tired,I try to encourage her to watch her words&she needs to fight for everybody who loves her&wants her here. Call me selfish but we are tp grow old together,even when we go through alot we will grow old together I just have to keep telling myself that. Even in panic attacks/anxiety &feeling like I want to cry&a lil sick to my stomach,the crap makes me sick this is why I need a good strong man makes me kinda want to go back to my ex. Ugggghghh not!