Posted 7/10/2013 10:50 PM (GMT 0)
Joshua, the only thing different in your life now is you have developed an acute fear of death that you did not have before.
Now you obsess over every little pain, you over analyze your thoughts, and you are terrified that you are going to die from
some unforeseen illness or health related symptom. In that fear you are just like all of us, whats hard to realize is not one
thing has changed in our life except this fear. Your athletic ability, is the same, your heart is the same, but you have this
odd feeling and you are just sure that in everything thats been done they missed something that is going to kill you. Life is
terminal, take advantage of the therapy you are going to receive, or you could be writing in to one of these forums when you
are 65 trying to figure out what the doctors missed! "Don't do this to yourself". Peace
Larry ***