I Know

I know some of my post have been a lil sad&weary&these both are true,but I do know my life is worth living,I just wish I didn't have so much pain&so many problems. It gets hard when you have been through it all your life&me putting my trust in God,I have to wonder is this it&am I here to just deal with pain&weary days thats the human side if me. Soul side of me says thats not the kind of God my Grandmother taught me about,asking myself where is my faith for it at this time isn't strong enough. And that alone is enough stress how do one live without a strong faith,been there am here&it's not a fun happy life and happy more I want to be&wish I knew what to do&how to get it. Anybody know the true secret I know that worrying don't make it better but worse,it's more easy said then done I so rather not worry&just live but it's hard. And this is why I know I must find God all the way for myself,so that I can find peace&I desire to understand a lil bit more I need to understand a lil better.


Thanks to all here that show nothing but love&a hearts that care with truth,trust me Iam more then grateful for you!
Kitt in your time of going through you still find the strength to encourage me&it means alot your selfless acts,Iam forever grateful you and SC are one of a kind&Be Rock too,you are a dear sweet heart thank you&Larry if I had a million words they still wouldn't be enough for all you do. Thankful for selfless ppl like myself who show nothing but grace,more then my own family has done in the last month outside of healing well. It sometimes feel like Iam walking alone&it can be heartbreaking at times,just had to say thank you to you all you make hard days/night a lil better.. Im Still Standing inspite of it all!

Thank you&yes Iam off monday&I will be looking&doing things to get my life back.

Thank you Larry you always have something to say to make us smile