Posted 8/12/2013 2:11 AM (GMT 0)
Yesterday was a bad panic day hadn't had a attack like that in a min Iam starting to wonder what is going on with this woman thing,crazy panic yesterday and today there it's. With panic Iam trying to keep undercontrol&Iam having real bad off and on I can't take in air good,and feel like someone standing on my head and I must say it's not cool at all. And it's a sign I must find a obgyn soon always had problems with this stuff,and it's like the older I get the more worse it get&it's a bit scary. But Iam doing my best to stay in control but if it aint one thing it's another&Iam praying for more peace,got the prayer cloth my uncle sent me today so back in deeper prayer I go even more&my mother saw it&she was like he didn't send any money. I was like no&she got mad&said hes never done anything for you&if only she knew the story behind the prayer cloth maybe she would be more nicer when it come to him. True he did a bit more for my brother at my request because my brother,was in need of a good strong man in his life because our father wasn't around. So was I but most things a woman teach her daugher so Iam lucky to still have had mom,but a woman can't teach a boy child how to be a man&he help do that. I did forgive my Uncle for some of the hurt of looking over me&having a favorite,and it got better through the years he says Iam his favorite niece lol and we are closer then ever.