Hello everyone...This is my first time posting on here but I have found myself visiting from time to time for reassurance over the last couple of years. I think the hardest part of having physical symptoms associated with anxiety is convincing yourself it's not some horrible, misdiagnosed disease...Am I right? My issues started a little over two years ago. I was 38 and without any significant health history other than having kids. My first symptoms were nausea, diarrhea and dizziness. I also had tingling in different places all over my body. My journey with doctors began in an ER at the age of 38 and have continued until the present day (I am 41). I, like many if you, have been searching in vain for "the real reason my body has gone haywire". I've seen several doctor's/specialists. I've had lots of blood work, MRI of the brain with contrast and a C-Spine MRI..to rule out MS. I've seen a gynecologist thinking it could be hormones, an ENT for dizziness and had ultrasounds of my organs. I've also had some counseling. My symptoms have also included brain fog causing me to stop nursing and muscle twitches. I can't really say I'm in any pain, minus the everyday aches and pains. My symptoms are all the time and vary in intensity. I am currently looking into more holistic approaches. I had to literally stop googling my symptoms because I would get so much sicker. I have to admit I am surprised I can still walk and function. I often have the feeling of weakness without actually being weak. The only medication I take is Xanax and its a very small dose in the am. 0.25mg. I'm always worse in the mornings. I have thus far refused anti-depressants thinking I could conquer this in a healthier way. I guess I'm doing okay because I function but the symptoms and worry have changed my quality of life. It's hard to see the world as your oyster when the ability to construct a future has been altered by fear. Sometimes I have waves of fear that almost cripple me. Sometimes I feel it's hard to swallow and I'll choke and sometimes I feel my vision is a little blurry. The only test Ive ever had positive was an ANA but it was just for some inflammation. My PCP still believes its GAD. I wish I were convinced! Any similar experiences or feelings would be much appreciated as this can be so isolating at times.
