So I've been thinking a lot lately. Remember when I was having all of those panic attacks last week? I'm starting to wonder if it was because my mom was in Florida on vacation. Here I am, 21 years old, and having panic attacks while my mom is so far away, and the minute she's home, they completely stop, including my anxiety. I haven't taken a xanax in like 5 days. I feel like such a little kid, lol. I'm only 21 but now I'm worried "what if when I get my own house, I'm going to be having panic attacks missing my mom?" LOL. But then again, I lived in Texas (she lives in Illinois) and I didn't have em. I knew I was a mommy's girl, but not that much. haha. Anyways...yea. Kinda embarrassing lol.
