I been feeling alone and I dont know if this is anxiety somtimes when I think about
my breathing and get scared and tell myself I cant breathe I been feeling really dizzy and parts of my body twitch I feel like I am loosing control of everything I cry just thinking about
it my story is *********** but before that I was fine living the life and having a nice job now its like after that day I was so scared and was having panic attacks in the hospital bed like I coulnt breathe ever since that day I been freaking out and really scared and I have heart palpitations I pay close attention to my body so much I just wish I could be normal I aslo suffer from depression I have a girlfriend that has stuck with me through all this and I just need your guys help I been to the hospital over 24 times in 1 year I had a Cat Scan on my brain because I thought I had a brain tumer and had blood tests and a heart scan like a KG or somthing but now I am just feel exhausted everday I dont know what to do I feel sad lost and trapped as if I will die soon I am 21 years old and when I was 20 I was normal now I just deal with this I lost over 25 jobs and made my family hate me because of this does anyone have this or similar to this and how did they get help please I need your help thank you..
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Post Edited By Moderator (stkitt) : 9/5/2013 5:12:39 PM (GMT-6)