hey scarerdycat,
i am planning to go back to Canada, my mom and sister are going to come here and the plan is were going to go back together. I've been extremely home sick after getting these panic attacks, but the trip going there is the only thing hindering me from going home.
i graduated in march, but i couldnt get myself to leave because i'm nervous of getting a panic attack on the way to the airport, in the airport and especially in the plane. so i delayed it and told my parents i want to take a break so i can relax before i start work. thats why im still in the philippines.
the thing is my mom has no idea i have these feelings i dont want to disappoint her. cause what if i cant make the flight back...
its not that im scared of flying, its the whole process thats getting to me after getting these panic attacks.
But i would really appreciate it if you could link some sites for me and some coping techniques i can practice.
i also want to get back home because i want to get checked up, see if i need to take meds for this.. i dont know where to start here in the philippines.
thanks you so much, and God Bless