my first post part 3

in the hospital i wasnt showing it but i was freaking out inside... i went into the emergency room and i sat down and a nurse approached me and told me to sign some papers and personal informations.

i couldnt even write, my hands were shaking, so my friend did it for me. when a nurse approached me and asked "what seems to be the problem" i couldnt help but start crying because i really didnt know what the problem was.

i told them i cant breath properly and my hearts racing, i cant feel my left arm and my hearing and eye sight is blurry... crying that out i went into a full blown panic attack i started hyperventilating and they rushed me in to get an ECG....

i was hooked on oxygen because i couldnt breath properly, they gave me what i think was a pain killer, and me and my friend sat patiently for the results.

everything was fine with my heart, they diagnosed me with a scientific word for panic attack and proscribed me with 500mg of norgesic forte for 5 days..

i remember when myy panic subsided i had no idea it was going to become what it is today.. i told the doctor... why do i still feel a tingaling sensation in my arms, like its numb... he said it will go away...

it was only the begining...