SMU,As a person that was on large doses of benzos at one time, I am going to post a link for you which I feel really covers the topic of use of benzos well.
I have a very long history of anxiety as well as PTSD and at one time benzos worked for me until I developed a tolerance to my dose so we kept increasing the dose as well as which drug to use.
My 21 year old son and his best friend were killed in a car crash only 15 miles from our home in 1990. My son was driving...no drugs, no alcohol but it did not make any sense to me that he had fallen asleep at the wheel. So hard to accept. I cried until I ran out of tears. I walked the floors at night.
I had lost my Dad just a few years before to cancer. By the time I was just past 40 years old I did not think I could keep on going.........so the benzos were prescribed.
I finally saw a Psychiatrist instead of my PCP physician who was at a loss as how to help me. The Psychiatrist was not in favor of increasing the amount of benzo I needed to feel calm, so together we came up with a very long weaning plan and started antidepressants with therapy. It was tough as my mind wanted to just take a pill so the pain and anxiety would go away but I promised myself I would make it through the tragedy and somehow, with the help of family and friends, and prayers, I did.
I am not against benzos but I do wish the Drs. would explain the way they should be used better than they do now.
http://www.patient.co.uk/health/benzodiazepines-and-z-drugs
Face your fears now and believe that you can live without benzos with some strong coping skills.
I wish you peace and happiness,
Kitt