Hi Jimbo and welcome!
I am really sorry to hear about
your anxiety/panic and worries about
you upcoming procedure.
I can certainly relate, as I have fears regarding medical procedures as well.
When the worries are getting the best of you, you can use some self-help tools to help get you in a calm state of mind and body again.
Here are some links from our Resources that really do make if a difference if practiced daily.
Keep posting with us as well. Support is key, and we will help see you through this rough patch!
Talk to you soon,
Scaredy Cat
Self Help sites with breathing/relaxation exercises instructions
Panic attack relief exercises:
http://www.healthyplace.com/
http://www.stress-relief-exercises.com/
http://www.ehow.com/video_4405003_breathing-exercises-panic-attacks.html
http://www.psybersquare.com/anxiety/panic_relax_I
Free on-line CBT programs:
http://www.moodgym.anu.edu.au/welcome
http://ecouch.anu.edu.au/welcome
Meditation Video ( 7 minutes) :
http://www.youtube.com/user/healthealingnetwork?feature=pyv&ad=4342564202&kw=meditation&v=yHYKSYPoNg4&lr=1
Self Help Treatment for Anxiety:
http://www.netplaces.com/controlling-anxiety/self-help-treatment-for-anxiety/