Shin,I just read back through your whole thread and I am here to congratulate you for hanging in there and keeping the faith that things would improve.
I know how difficult it is when week after week you are stuck in anxiety and everyday you feel like nothing will ever change. You are a shining example of what happens if you are persistent.
Be proud of yourself and keep talking to us when you feel like it as we are all here and keeping you in our thoughts.
Kindly,
Kitt