Iam ready for my visit back to the doctor that control my meds to start the steps to come off all them,the problem I have meds can't fix I see now& they only add to my problems. Like now I can't sit without moving around&Ive learn the meds are not doing me any good,and I need off of them Iam sick and tired of anxiety meds that should be helping me not working Iam still moody&fearful and anxiety slowly getn back to a 10&I just can't stand it at all. And I just want to go all natural at this and keep eating healthy&get rid of all sugars nothing at all with sugar in it,and get more fit and maybe even start yoga.Faith will play even a bigger key in this I know that Iam tired of this same old living&missing out on things&going from angry to happy just like that makes me think Iam bipolar are my system is messed up,because I know bipolar&would need to be two more things to be bipolar&I refuse to ever be&thats a fact.
Iam also going to stop caring so much this is my main problem too,I tend to over care and take things to deep to heart&that has became un-healthy for me&Iam also going to let the past be the past,for thats the reason it's call the past&Iam going to also talk to my mother&tell her to keep all her bad news to herself&stay all the way from the news this being even google/facebook when I see something pop
up in my news feed on facebook Ima keep it moving & not even read,because I just don't desire to read of another 6year old being hurt in any kind of way I just can't take it my heart is just to soft. Iam also going to have a full woman health check long over due,so that I can know everything&then I can put any worry of health problems to rest. Iam going to write my book my life story&get it publish see the key to this is to see everything I say Ima do through and stop waiting for later&start to live again in the now, I will also be staying busy now working 7days a week&start doing more for myself like getn my nails done again&keep my hair up like I once use to&love who Iam even more.
Iam going to have better&more for Ive had enough heartache& pain& enough rain,I will see my good&have everything kids of the King should have&I will have my greater&better.
Post Edited (SoulNHealing) : 10/7/2013 9:45:55 PM (GMT-6)