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hi, my screen name is display.

well, after complaining that i have too much work on my desk at my job, now i have the opposite problem which is not enough to do. hopefully today they will give me something new to do.

i still have fear when i have to do new things.

i read through the paperwork i got from my periodontist. they say being a smoker puts you at risk for the denture treatment not going well. i guess i will get the patch and put it on next week. i am going to allow myself to mess up occasionally and smoke. trying to be 100% perfect is just a setup for disappointment.

still feeling lonely being here in the house alone. one more week to go.

i also don't like driving to work in the dark. i guess that's something lots of people have to do, but i still don't like it.

thanks for listening,