Posted 10/10/2013 12:40 AM (GMT 0)
And saying Iam tired wouldn't even be a strong enough word for how I feel right now,and Iam starting to wonder if this was a huge mistake because this child is a tot and a hand full of drama&clingy. This was the longest stressful day ever&Iam going to pray about what to do,because I was ready to scream& cry at the same time&I give a big you are great to the parents/parent that do it 24/7 you rock. I love kids I do&love them even more when I can send them home,oh my goodness overload&Iam writing with hope to clear my head&calm down for I have two more long days to go at it again.
And then I lay down to take a nap&get drain even more from the jilt/jerking out my sleep, wondering what is going on&why do my body keep doing this I want to understand&whats going on with my health. But its like doctors don't know their self but I know Iam going to get answers soon,will find the right doctor&get the right answers& will get better until then I must keep the faith that inspite of it all everything will be ok.