so sick of anxiety

me again.

i'm feeling extremely angry this morning about anxiety. i am just so sick of being so anxious. my mind seems to race from one anxiety to the next. what if something goes wrong at work, what if something goes wrong with my denture, what if i lost control of my bowels, what if something goes wrong with the dogs while my sister is away, the list seems endless!

i do have my klonopin to take, i just hate going through all this anxiety every morning (it's worse on a workday). i think sometimes these are all the feelings i didn't feel for so many years, coming back to haunt me.

I don't know what to tell you about this one, after the military I worked at the same aerospace plant for
42 years, I never looked forward to going in, even though I did love the work i did, I just didn't want to go,
by the time I got there it wouldn't have taken much for me to go home. "I wonder if this is just normal".
the feeling like you don't have a choice, now that I'm retired I no longer mind getting up in the morning
it is different". Peace

Larry ***