OK - so I've been doing very well for about
a week now. Last night I was watching my grand daughter (15 months old) and started feeling strange. (Sometimes I think that I'm not really capable of watching her for any length of time.) Anyway, by the time I arrived home I was in the beginning of a panic mode. I made myself eat something, then I crawled into bed to get warm. As I lay in bed the heart started beating harder and I began making up scenarios in my head of different heart problems. I get to thinking that if I even move it is going to cause the heart to start beating harder - then I force myself to move and of course, it does. I called for my husband - just one touch and word from him and I began to feel better. The heart slowed and I felt more normal. NOW
please explain to me why this is so. Today, I'm at work and feeling the residuals...as if I could have another panic attack, kind of jittery inside, which is why I am writing--it helps. I also have the inclination to tell myself that eating plays a part in this, when I know very well that it doesn't. At the beginning of an anxiety issue I usually grab a piece of fruit or if I'm out I'll even grab a sucker. I wonder if it's all just giving me something else to concentrate on?
Thanks for your insight! Hugs to all. ~Reepin