This mean old person that I stay with has put her input in where it don't belong a mean old bully is what she is,but she got the wrong one to keep trying me&asking for trouble. I do my best to keep peace&Ive over look&ignored the problem for so long&I promise I was ready to beat this person down today my blood was cooking x's 10&I just wanted to break the person face,Iam a nice human being&Ive never done anything to this person&she is&has been nothing but rude&drama&want to boss everything around her. And if I don't get out of here soon&Iam I can feel my hands being put on this person,because Iam tired of messy act drama full muts that think they big&bad and beg for me to show them they aint. I know the harm I can do&Ive not been in a good emotional state,due to dealing with loss and Iam sick&tired of people trying to test me.
And after Iam out of here I promise to God I will never live with another person,Ill rather stay in a homeless building then with fake azz people who act one way in public but truth is they're evil to the core. I will not be a push over are miss treated&done wrong with disrespect&get blame for ish I know I didn't do,just because muts think it is ok. Because they giving you a place to stay&should suck it up and take their abuse,I think the hell not better yet I know the hell not and I want ever be a mat to be walked on. Had to vent felt anger coming back up working my anxiety up&I refuse to let the evil ones have anymore power,because a change is on the way&I want let evil stand in my way no more at all.
Post Edited (SoulNHealing) : 12/5/2013 8:33:35 PM (GMT-7)