does anyone have this mind weirdness?

Ok, so I have anxiety, panic disorder, OCD, depersonizaton . I realize I have had extremes on sn off for as far back as I can remember I have never had to take medication, I have been ok an it hasn't been no where near it is now. I have after reading and reading and looking things up that this seriously debilitated anxiety and pure panic where I get the stuck lump in throat, clentch Hands and mouth, shake, ant the reason I'm writing and the reasurance I so desperately need started about 6 weeks after taken off HRT. I have no overies so I.make no estrogen which brought this on so severe pet my doctor. My issue is I can't stay out of my head, I.keep having weird random strange thoughts that r weird make no sense cause sensations in my body and this strange familiar but not really its like I get inside thethpught AMD it puts me in a weirdness daze or short spell I'm really scared I'm going insane ant the weird mind skippage crazyness is just me I take celexa started 6 weeks today AMD 2-2 1/2
0.26 xamax a day if I'm.on xanax I don't do it or if I have a couple glasses of wine, which then I don't take xanax. What is wrong with my head? Please help.

I go to the doctors this coming Thursday, I'm ok with staying on meds as I know the main issue this has come back so strong and fiercefull is the no estrogen and coming off HRT. O welcome therapy anything that will stop the weirdness. It's so hard to explain which is why I am so glad to find sights like this. This is example of what my brain and thoughts are doing, gosh I hope this comes out Right:). Ok I'm walking and looking down at floor and say a paint brush will enter my mind then a second or two a hair brush and then ill think about brushing hair but at Disney land or somewhere familiar but not really, then I feel weird sensations and tingle feel inside out distant and like I'm stuck but my body feels weird then another thought and I then start to feel my head turn hot skip an then shake, lump comes in throat and I'm pure panic. If I am on xanax I dont get until it starts to wear off or if I drink. I'm so scared I'm going insane or craZY. The weirdness in my brain is so dibilitating. HELP

Hi BD,

I am sorry to hear about your troubles lately. I do agree that Larry is right in that you are going through a lot physically and mentally.

I do not think that your thoughts are anything to be alarmed about. It sounds almost as if your mind is just wandering, trying to find neutral/benign subjects to keep itself busy, or off of anxious thinking.

Unfortuately, you are still having panic issues...but with some coping skills, you could see them lessen.:)

Please see our Resources if you have not already. There are all kinds of great self-help tips to be found there.

I hope that you can openly discuss your concerns with your doctor at your upcoming appointment...and that you will keep talking with us for support.

You are taking the right steps to feel better...and things will get easier, have hope!

Scaredy Cat

Hi UQM and welcome!

I am glad to see that you have joined us, and are relating to several members experiences and feelings.

Please feel free to continue to post with us...and start a thread of introduction for yourself at any time if you feel comfortable doing so.:)

Scaredy Cat