Posted 12/10/2013 1:39 AM (GMT 0)
As of yesterday, I have been feeling a lot less anxious. It was day 4 off of my 4 days on Lexapro where I was a total MESS! Other than this headache that i've had for a few weeks now (always have had headaches like this my whole life- - its hereditary). It's like my body was in shock from taking those scary meds! And it was only half of a pill of the lowest dose! I still cannot believe that it did that to me, that was my biggest fear of it making my anxiety worse, and it happened. )-: But as of now, Im thinking about starting back up on the Remeron again within the next few days. Of course our bodies can change and react differently to things at different times, I think I feel same about giving this another try to try and get my energy levels back up. Im so emotionally exhausted from the anxiety and depression and stress, that I am excited just thinking about getting my energy levels back up and reducing anxiety levels. I have my 2nd cardiologist appt. this Thursday, so I might hold off until Thursday night to start the meds just because. Im thinking about requesting a 30 day holter monitor since the 24 hour holter monitor showed nothing out of the ordinary. My potassium lkevels were low but they never gave me anything for it, just told me to eat things with potassium which I do good with for awhile and then don't have the time or money to have that potassium balanced diet so a supplement would have been much easier if that's whats causing the heart palpitations, I don't know? I just know I will not tell them I have anxiety because I don't want another Dr. chucking everything up to anxiety and blowing me off because that's really starting to get to me and p*** me off!!! Big time!!! Ill keep yall updated on how my days go since they havent been too bad after the Lexapro, but just when I think Im starting to feel better, BAM! anxiety strikes again! //-:
Have a good night everyone!
Lacey