Hi apeavy and welcome.
We understand completely and are here to listen anytime! This is a safe place to share, as well as receive/give support.:)
For some new ideas on anxiety management...please check out our Resources. Lots of great infomation and self-help in there!
https://www.healingwell.com/community/default.aspx?f=9&m=104206
Talk to you soon,
Scaredy Cat