Posted 1/21/2014 10:54 PM (GMT 0)
I was recently prescribed 5mg of Lexapro to treat my anxiety.
A little bit about me: I am 25 years old. In my opinion I have been a person who worries constantly, but I never thought I actually this was a serious matter. I have always had sweaty hands, sweaty armpits when I becomes nervous. I have a prescribed deodorant to help me treat me under arm wetness. Now here is the real problem:
I am extremely jealous, I can't seem to control it. I always accuse my fiancé about her talking to people that I do not like. My heart begins to beat, and I become to get thoughts in my head and make up all sorts of scenarios in my mind. When I say something hurtful I immediately regret it. Long story short, everyday I think I am going to lose her to someone else, even while being engaged. Sadly because of this it seems like our planned wedding might not happen because of my issues. In my mind all I need to do is be nice, and it all seems to easy, but why can't I do it? My heart raises all the time, even while at home. Can I add that we work together...So my anxiety becomes worse every day. I can't let things go, I've been seeing a therapist for about 6 months now once a week and nothing seems to help.
Today marks the 6th day straight that I have been taking 5mg of Lexapro. To be honest I haven't seen to have it made a difference with me. How long should I wait to up my dose? Should I take two 5mg at night? I also can't sleep because my mind runs like crazy every night worrying about what tomorrow might bring as far as me being jealous.
Can anyone offer any words of wisdom? Share similar experiences? Possibly any advice?
Thank you so much.