Posted 1/30/2014 1:52 AM (GMT 0)
Hi!
I feel for ones like yourself that have health anxiety! Thankfully, that's not one of my hang-ups, but I have enough of my own! My thing is that I constantly think about my Mom's health b/c she does have COPD and I don't know what I'd do w/o her....I try not to dwell on it, but it's getting harder and harder, the older I get (and the older she gets). So I certainly feel for you and can empathize! But since you say your doctor usually calms you down by joking with you, perhaps you won't mind me sharing this with you. I thought of it when I read that you were having problems with your sinuses and of course, I thought of the nose, which led my mind to a joke my Mom played on my Dad years ago. Dad was always a bit vain. His hair and clothes had to be "just right" and he had no doubts that he was attractive. So I guess my Mom felt like she needed to have a little fun with him...after all, he didn't mind if he got a laugh off of YOU! ;)
So one day she looks at him steadily and says in a thoughtful, yet a bit concerned voice, "J., I don't know, but I think your nose is getting bigger....!" She was good, I tell you! She didn't overplay it or underplay. Not too serious and dramatic, but not too light. Just right! :) So Dad goes into the bathroom and starts looking at his face in the mirror and he's turning his head this way and that way. He is staring intently at his nose. He looks around at my Mom, who is standing there, concern written upon her face, and he says, "You know, I think you're right! My nose IS getting BIGGER!!!" It took all my Mom could do to not bust out laughing! LOL! Of course, she didn't leave him worrying too long. She's not that devious! But it sure was funny! he got her and me one time too. We were fixing to go out the front door and he says, very serious-like, "I WOULDN'T GO OUT THERE IF I WERE YOU!!!!" Mom and I stopped dead in our tracks! We looked back at him for an explanation, of course, not knowing what in the world was wrong! As calmly as you please, he looks up from his recliner and says, "There's a lot of squirrels out there and you KNOW how they love NUTS!" Our mouths fell open b/c he had gotten us but good! We had to laugh! Why we hadn't suspected something, we'll never know! :)) Ever since then, I've never looked at a squirrel in the same way! Hahaha!!
Well, Special, I hope I've made you smile at least! I assure you that you will be just fine! This time of year is famous for making our sinuses act up! And besides, it could just be that your nose is growing! ;)
Take care and check back! You WILL be okay!
HUGS!
janet