Anxiety Throat Issues , Spasms , ... Hi Everyone I'm back

Hi , everyone ... How are you all ... I been trying to stay focus and not not keep talking about my issues and really tackle this head on , some days ok , some days are hell , Now after every other sx of anxiety , I have neck pain and throat pins and needles and these weird spasms that come over my throat and the middle of my chest , I went to er lady Monday of course everything was ok , bloodwork , EKG , chest X-ray , ... Most of you know my story and know it's been a year and half of this been tested for soooooooo much stuff and just tired of all the doctors and stuff ... Now this .... Week before lady I came down with
Broncothis and my don had the flu ,since my son is so leukemia tp we had to stay in the hospital while they gave him meds for the flu and watch his count , I was sick as well and taking antibiotics ..... While I sick anxiety didn't bother me too much , just the awful feeling of bring sick , when it went away , my anxiety came right back , my throat is so dry , and I just don't feel like my self , keep worrying about my neck and throat , I had an MRI in August on my head and neck all was clean , I'm just so tired of it all , spoke to my cardiac doc he says since I had the cardiac cath , there is nothing much he can do , it's not coming from my heart , my chest pain that is , he even got the report from the Er from last Monday and he said My cardiac blood work and EKG , tells it's not coming from my heart , I feel like passing out , like I'm really not here very odd and strange and my tight band around my head is back , my arms and Gand hurt , I'm up all night , can't stand any of the meds , uhhhhh just want my life back and worst I can feel a heavy pulse in my neck , doctor says its normal , maybe it's me thinking to hard , feels like my neck is beating fast , and I keep getting these bone cracks in my chest .... Go away anxiety , never come back , I heAr people stories of how they got healed , ...uhhhh when will it be my turn ...... Peace and joy , my son is doing really well , he's getting his port out so I don't know what's wrong @ all .... This is a mess and I hate it very much so ........ Oh and it's like a strong heavy spasms that comes over my throat and chest and I hate it so much , I can't explain it .... I just want to live again , like right now my arms feel tight , I'm 35 years old , no health is eyes , except for thus , don't mean to rant , but will I ever be normal again ... I so scared , I think I have everything wrong with me , this is a demonic force , this is not of GOD .....,, Gods word says be anxious fir nothing , do anxiety should not exist , .... I feel frozen in time , like everything passing me by , I do the bare miminal .... And I hate it , I want laugh , live , love , really enjoy like , not have weird feelings 24/7 ... Or feel like death us neAr .... I been off the site for a few weeks , I need you guys help .....

Oh and the burning chest and burning arms and really baddd dry mouth and dry throat ....

Dear Sick,

I am sorry that you are having trouble with anxiety and its symptoms right now...it is dreadful to feel these things and fear the worst!

What if anything have you tried for anxiety relief? If you need some self-help idea, we have an exceptional resource guide at the top of this page. It is chock full of information that you may find helpful.

You may want to check out these sites:

Self Help sites with breathing/relaxation exercises instructions

Panic attack relief exercises:

http://www.healthyplace.com/

http://www.stress-relief-exercises.com/

http://www.ehow.com/video_4405003_breathing-exercises-panic-attacks.html

http://www.psybersquare.com/anxiety/panic_relax_I

If things continue to be a great effort ... consider treatment such as therapy.  Many members here have found therapy to be beneficial

Feel free to post with us anytime. Talking with others who know where you are  coming from and what you are  going through is very helpful.

I am thrilled to read your son is getting his port removed.  Perhaps you anxiety is up because you are worrying about what happens next with your son?

Kindly,

Kitt