anxious feeling again

Hello everyone,

I am gonna vent and hope that it helps me to relax a little. I am formally S2S.

I have been on the site for some time now. I started here in A&P and have been on bipolar but mostly Depression lately.

I have been using my coping skills very well lately and have had things pretty well at hand,well until today.

My day was fine until my aunt came home early from work and said she has a little tummy bug. Now I am freaking out and shutting down!

I am in my bed and dont want to be around her or any where she has been. I do not want my son or myself to get this.

I am shaking and my stomach is upset. I want to cry and my muscles ache again. I am so scared of people that have stomach bugs. Any time my son says his stomach hurts I get panicky and a little scared.

I am sorry that was long but I am really scared and worried. I know its silly but to me its a big thing. Oh my goodness.

She is feeling a bit better. Stomach still queasy but she is eating and says she feels some better.

Thank you SC. The only thing is my anut lives here in our house. I know she is feeling better today so that has helped to ease the anxiety but now I worry that someone else in my family is gonna get it because we only have one bathroom and she wont keep herself closed off so we dont all get it. I just think it is very rude not to do everything she can to not pass it along. Maybe thats not right to think but I try to stay away from my family when I am sick. I dont want them to get what I may have at the time.