Blu,
I am sorry that you are having trouble with anxiety
and its symptoms right now...it is dreadful to feel these things and fear the
worst!
What if anything have you tried for anxiety relief?
If you need some self-help ideas, we have an exceptional resource guide at the
top of this page. It is chock full of information that you may find helpful.
If things continue to be a great effort ...you may
want to consider treatment such as therapy.
Many members here have found therapy to be beneficial
.
You mentioned Medicare the first of March so knowing that you will soon be on Medicare Benefits do look for and make an appointment with a therapist or Psychiatrist now for any date after March 1st.
If you want to share a bit more with us re medications ETC we are hear to talk with you. We are not professionals but most of us share many of the same symptoms you have.
90 lbs for a tiny woman would not be so bad but I suspect you are underweight from your comments.
Hope you stick with us and remember we are open 24/7 so post away.
Kindly,
Kitt