Posted 3/4/2014 8:59 AM (GMT 0)
hi guys, today is my mum s birthday, and last night all the family met for a big family tea. all except me and my husband that is. failure? maybe, but tonight, my wonderful husband and i met mum and dad out for a meal, and i actually stayed out for a whole hour, in public view ! took my regular diazepam at 6pm, just as we went out, but lately, around this time of evening, i have been falling in a heap, even when i m just sitting at home. so i was actually quite terrified and repeating scripture over and over in my head as we drove to the venue "i am a child of the Most High God, and He has promised to never leave nor forsake me" over and over and over. when we pulled up, my husband looked at me and said, do you really want to do this? you don t have to. but for some reason, God gave me the strength to get out of the car, put on my oxygen tank and enter the restaurant where mum and dad were waiting. i ate half my meal, loooked at photos of my new great niece and had a pretty much normal conversation wwith my mum and dad, with the help of my husband. Hallelujah. if i can do it once i can do it again, maybe not every time or always, but i know that it is possible. for days before this i have been just terrible, so am praying that a corner has been turned, and that this can encourage others too, love and blessings