Posted 3/12/2014 9:31 PM (GMT 0)
This may or may not be related, but....I stopped menstruating roughly 4 years ago. However, I would say a good "several" (?) years prior to that, I started noticing all sorts of changes,--only one of them being that my periods were getting lighter and were starting to spread out a little and not be quite as regular.
What I most assuredly noticed was my anxiety began flip-flopping, and I had bouts of depression. I had more of what I'd consider "episodic events occur (as opposed to just feeling overall more anxious straight across the board).
This doesn't mean I was necessarily having panic attacks, just that I would go through periods where I was flighty, on edge, jumpy, overly-emotional.... Then, without warning, I'd feel, well, not too shabby.
I think that's at least part of what makes these episodes so disconcerting. When they're gone, you want to believe it's over and done with, this is it, problem solved. Having them come out of the blue and wax and wane in intensity was problematic.
Hopefully my post doesn't sound like a downer, but rather, I hope that by sharing it'll help you not feel alone and know that I came out the other side and am in a much better place. I still have anxiety and panic attacks, but the coping skills and self-help techniques I've learned,....I'm in a better-enough place to where I can now apply them and utilize them.
Scattered. Yep. That's what I was. (Oh heck, I probably still am, but it doesn't bug me as much as it used to?) :P
M.