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Posted 4/15/2014 12:19 PM (GMT 0)
confused confused confused confused cry cry cry cry cry am very depressed. i will post when i can. expletive this!!
Posted 4/15/2014 12:36 PM (GMT 0)
I'm sorry you're feeling so depressed. Being depressed is no fun, I hate it. I have severe depression too, I have good days and really bad days. Today's an in-between day - I'm not sad, not happy but rather numb. Sending hugs.

A x
Posted 4/15/2014 5:04 PM (GMT 0)
Hi HT.,

I am sorry that you are feeling bad presently. We understand and are here for you.

Know that you have many friends here because of the kind and wonderful heart that you have!

You are always encouraging others, so now let us shine some of that light back towards you, friend.

Feel the many arms of HW family members around you...and post when you feel up to it.

XOXOXO

S.C.
Posted 4/15/2014 5:22 PM (GMT 0)
So sorry your not doing well right now. Sending positive thoughts your way..
Posted 4/15/2014 5:41 PM (GMT 0)
Hey Turtle,

Sorry to hear you are down. Would looking at internet cute cat videos (or other animals) help at all? Animal video therapy always brings me a smile :)

Sending only good vibrations your way. I hope you feel more...happy!

Ruhr
Posted 4/15/2014 8:11 PM (GMT 0)
thx guys. yeah the ones with vaccuum cleaners and cat's, that a classic. just down and out is all. my partners computer crahed for the last time, we got it going previously from a near fatal crash, this time we got a new web-cam, virus control etc. we after a little while, her end of getting the sound, then pic then having them all together we were then after around 2 and half days able to skype. her computer program is ancient, and agter a day her computer advised her that she would have magor difficulties with running it.

then my interent and ph line has been dropping out all week. have rung the company. need to do some line checks. ut i need a mobile so that they can communicate with me whilst it is being done. am just so bloody tired. so tired. thanks for caring my dear hw buddies. it means so much, thank you.
Posted 4/15/2014 8:24 PM (GMT 0)
Hey HT this is Larry you and I are members of the Zipper Club, I don't know if anyone has mentioned
this to you but after Heart Surgery people have a tendency to cry over nothing, I remember watching
old western movies and bawling like a baby, Wife and Family were really upset, it will fade with time
but I am still touchy and can tear up easy. Praying for your recovery, Peace

Larry ***
Posted 4/16/2014 3:51 AM (GMT 0)
It is just because you hearts are so very precious guys!!!

There is nothing wrong with a guy showing some emotion...I think it is the mark of a real and secure man!!

Thanks as always for sharing your experiences Larry...I know that it is so helpful to many members here.

...and H.T., I hope that you get your technical difficulties (yours and your partner's) worked out really soon, and with little hassle!

(do you have a long-distance relationship...and depend on Skype to communicate?)

S.C.
Posted 4/16/2014 9:02 AM (GMT 0)
we do sc. i went o/s last year to be with her. it was an amazing time. we celebrated 2 years in march. she is my rock and i love her dearly. i will be applying to move to where she she is after this trip. i plan to be going in the next few months, but my doc has gotten all coy on me, thus i will have to take it up with the cardiologist. i see the professor on the 22nd of this month. my partner loves me as much as i love her. i have a ring and will be popping the question. for reasons of confidentiality i am holding her wishes to be annonymous. i can't tell you where, what and how. etc. just that she is a beautiful woman.

so today i found out my internet and phone problem was internal, just like last time. the outlet is the lounge and computer in kitchen thus a simple kink would have done it. it cost me a fair bit of coin. at least i can speak to my partner now.

i walked buttons, been to bunnings and done physio. so i am wrecked. did over 3 kms on the bike, did warm up and cool down as well. i finish the six week program next week. a lot to do. still. my sis is taking me shopping tomorrow before everything stops before easter. i took my meds late, my sugars were through the roof and i took my nocturia and other meds late. hopefully an early night. oh no i just remembered omething, it will be late. i will lay down for awhile. thanks for your care and compassion guys, and to my zipper club mates. i love all of my hw family. thanks for allowing me to be a part of your forum.
Posted 4/16/2014 4:05 PM (GMT 0)
HT,

Good morning my sweet friend !  Does your girlfriend know about us ?  Does she know you have beautiful women from all over the world supporting you - oh yeah, and does she know about Larry, the zipper man?  devil

Of all the members on HW,  HT, I suspect you are one of the most popular as everybody is cheering you on and praying for you. 

I know it has been a bit since you have had a visit with your girlfriend and I am so thankful that you have another trip to look forward too.

Computers can be a pain in the backside; when my internet goes down I immediately feel depressed and angry at the same time.  My computer is a major link to so many friends and without it I am lost.

Do you have a smart phone? I do not so all my devices depend on my internet provider - my iPad has AT&T for back up but my iPad is the first generation and does not do well unless connected to my WIFI.

And to top it off - my oldest son is an electrical engineer and writes computer programs but his is 1800 miles away as he lives on the west coast.

On to other news of the day - and I do hope you get a glimpse of your royalty as they visit your country this week. 

"Prince William and Kate Middleton have been greeting thousands of well-wishers during their tour of New Zealand and Australia"

It is still cold in MN even though the calendar indicates it is spring - no flowers blooming in this part of the country.

Remember it is normal to feel emotional after all you have been through so keep on planning your trip. 

Your fan club is here for you.

Gentle Hugs,

Kitt

 

Posted 4/16/2014 5:49 PM (GMT 0)
blush blush blush blush blush thank you. yes she knows. and she knows that this is my thing. i am so lucky to have so many friends here on hw. i guess you build up relationships when you have been around a little bit. here for you all.
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