I think theyare going to get out (?) of the school to a student because of me. I think now I shouldn't have reported to the prefect (?). He's very hyperactive and is almst never quiet. I talked to himand and he was doingit good, Ithink he started to trust meor see me like someone who was not against him. Last bimester he was awesome!he participated a lot, he did it very well. When he did something wrong like yelling to a classmate (he's not rude to them, he's just loud) he excused himself. I had been talking to him about
the way he speaks. Sometimes, he says inappropriate words, then he look at me and says: "oh sorry , I mean... " and he changes the word. And I didn't report him because he's on probation (?), other teachers have reported him, too, and if he'sreported again, he will be expelled from school. Hes not a bad boy but he's too restless, he's inerrupting constantly , sometimes it's very difficult to start the classs ortoexplain because he's alwys interrumping.
Buthe's not rude. And today I think I betrayed his trust. I told him many times he had to think about
the way he talks, he used a lot ofwords like mo.ron or idiot, etc. And today I was tired. A student told him: hey I needthat, and he said: what, ashhole?! And those words bother me a lot! I feel he's not respecting the class or him or the classmates or me. I feel it's like a slap in my face. Like it''saddressed to me, because it's my responsability if they talk that way ir it means they don't respect me. Those words untie my anxiety. I remember my dad never used any unapropiated word and he didn't like when I usedthem. I never usedthem when I was a child, and now I just use the light ones. Well, I asked to prefect (?) to talk to him , Itold him I didn't know what else to say because he kept using those words, Isaid he isworking but he keeptalking thatway. The prefect talked to him and asked him to take his backppack and everything. And I feel very bad =( , I feel I betrayed his trust. He was even writing what I asked, he's a little slow, so the fact that he was trying means A LOT! And I feel he's going to be expelled =( ... I thought thatmaybe I shouldn't have reported him, but then I feel the other students were going to feel they could be rude, too. I mean, he was not rude, the word was inapropiated, I think.
I told to a friend and he said it was not so bad, so I feel WORST! I hope he was not expelled and doesn't feel I'm against him or something and I don't know what to do :s
Post Edited (WaningMoon) : 5/14/2014 1:02:15 AM (GMT-6)