Posted 7/14/2014 1:52 AM (GMT 0)
New job anxiety, hello all!! I've posted here before and found this to be a wonderful supportive community. I'm back and a total hot mess!!! Let me try and keep this short, it all stared in May 2013 - I worked for a company for 10 years, had some wonderful friends and co-workers there. However, salaries and raises had been frozen for 4 years. I got a too good to be true job offer and left to join a new company. Well....it turned out to be a nightmare of a job, crazy busy and totally overwhelming. I lasted 3 months and was fortunate to find another job... At great cost. It took a $14,000 cut in pay. Yep you counted those zeros right. New low paying job was great actually. Small office, nice people, however business is SUPER slow. I stayed 9 months and got a another job offer more in my salary range. Fast forward to now - I started this new job July 1st. Well.....it's crazy busy, 8 days into it and I'm freaking out that I walked into another nightmare situation. I was a stable person in a job for 10 years now I feel lost:(. AND on top of that - I woke up this morning with what appears to be a bladder infection, pain and pressure when going to the bathroom (I have a history of these). No health insurance of course because it's a new job. AND another strange health symptom - sorry for the TMI but pressure in my rectum. What the hell us that??!!!!!!! Help I'm a mess:(((((
Plan of action - call Doc office in the morning with hopes she'll prescribe a cheap antibiotic over the phone.
Also - I have been on the fence about starting anxiety meds for months. Absolutely starting anx meds as soon as insurance kicks in Aug 1st!!!!!!
Thank you for listening!! It really does the heart good to get it all out there!!!!!