New here and would love some help from people who may understand

Hello everyone. Well for starters I am a 20 (soon to be 21) yr old female. I just had my first child last year on August 27th. He was born 5 weeks early and indeed a healthy little boy. But anywho, this is about me. I will try to make this as short as I could, for I could go on and on about these "issues" I'm having. I don't really remember when this started. I could have had this problem but it got worse? Who knows but from what I recall, I've always been a worrier. Not so much about my health until about two years ago when I was 19. I remember thinking I had breast cancer and there I was crying at planned parenthood waiting to be seen to only find out what I was feeling was breast tissue. Then I got pregnant and I was so convinced that I had an ectopic pregnancy. Finally when I got my insurance, it turned out I was fine. But throughout my entire pregnancy, I always assumed I had something. Every complication I heard of, ofcourse I turned to dr.google and believed i had everything :/ blood work came out fine and every visit, everything seemed fine. I just still couldn't get the thought of me dying of some illness out of my mind. I had weird head pains that wouldn't last very long but didn't hurt too bad, and I had very sore neck, shoulders and back muscles. I thought it would go away after I had my son. And it didn't :( in fact it got worse. Ill be fine when I'm out and keeping myself busy, but then as soon as I start to feel something random, BAM. My mind starts racing. It's getting so bad that if I feel something and have no access to the internet, I start to lose my mind and get frustrated. Nobody understands me. It's always "omg you're fine, you're not dying". My mom and my boyfriend are very fed up with me. 😔 I want it to stop. I want to feel normal again. I can't go see a doctor yet because I have no insurance. So google has pretty much been my doctor. The list goes on and on. I could name so many different things I believe I have. I just want to be able to enjoy life and be happy for my son and not think that I'm not gonna live to watch him grow... I'm scared. Scared to ever leave him. He's so attached to me and sometimes I think about me leaving him. 😢 all I want is to watch my son grow. And he watch me grow old as well. I know nobody here can give me professional help, but all I ask is for support..someone to talk to. And if possible, a little bit of reassurance.

Please and thank you all..

Hello,  I also have health anxiety as a lot of us do. I told my doctor once that I google symptoms and she said that that's a big no-no. Because you will always find the worst scenario. I still do it, as soon as I have some strange something thats going on with my body I go straight to the computer. After hours of googling I end up in a horrible state of panic, rush to the doctor only to find all the anxiety was for nothing. Our bodies are wonderful machines that if we take care of them they run pretty well. Your so young and have a long life ahead of you, take it one day at a time and know that God doesn't want you to spend your life in stress. I need to practice what I preach, lol. hugs.