WHY OH WHY OH WHY >>> ANXIETY MAKES ALL THIS HAPPEN >>>WHEN DOES IT END

Hi everybody !!!!! the battle goes on ...well in august it will be 2 years since all this stared for me , i remember the day this all started and i havent been the same since .... its been a longggggggggggggggggg fight ....... and just to add while i was going through all this , my son was dx with leukemia ..... lost of home it was horrible ......!!!!

but i give God glory , my son it well and healed , we have a home , and everything is fine ,,,,,

so why wont my anxiety go away forever .... if it not my chest , its the headaches , if not one of them , its the racing thoughts , or the mind playing games , or other parts of my body , its like i find things on my body , then i worry about them and end up at some specialist and they do all these test and nothing is wrong .......

uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!

in the past almost two years i know every doc at the er , i go to my doc every two weeks , i had 100000x everything from , cardiac cath for the chest pain , egd for the stomach , ent for ears , nose and throat , neuro for mri , eeg and ct scan , plus many more and tons of bloodwork and testing !!!!!! i see a theripst i just found a good one after all this time , i had to get threw the bad to get to the good , i see a good psych doc , but the meds i just cant get right , i have been on wellbutrin , klonopin , ativan , zoloft , xanaxx , cant stay on anything longer then a week , oh and lexapro sent me to er and so did celexa ,....but on june 28th to july 20th i was just on zoloft 25mg made me feel funny , i really tired to stay with it this time , i stopped it for 3 days and i felt good , then back to myself , im a lot better from when this all first started not house bound like i was .....

i have done everything , natural stuff , prayer , meds , etc ...... i just want to live ........

last few weeks my head has been hurting so bad , went back to neuro doc she gave me imatrx and northtripline i may be spelling both wrong , ..... but she says they will help with the anxiety and the headaches , since i stopped the zoloft .....

i feel off balance , head hurts , chest aches and stomach aches on and off , anxiety , tingling in toes and fingers , and now under my chin in my throat area i feel this little lump/bump , but my friend says we all have that , when i touch it it feels like it hurt a little , he says its all in my mind we all have that its on my left side feels like a little ball .... uhhhhhh now i worried about that and will be calling the specialist ent , tomorrow to get checked out .....it never fails always something ....

my thing is before this i was 100% , no doc , in good health , went to gym , eat very healthy .....so why do i feel like something stuck in my chest or im going to pass out , or my head will explode , im so over this !!!!!!

please God help us all , please touch our bodies and heal us .... may god bless us all .....

Have you had your thyroid checked?

Having a "lump" in the neck can be a sign of thyroid problems, and it can also just be a randomly enlarged lymph node (just swollen, it happens,...I get that, they come and go). You could be feeling a little lipoma,....

But one thing I noticed is when I would get my "lumps," I was feeling and palpating them so much I'm now convinced that it was *me* causing them to ache more because I kept feeling the need to fidget with the gosh darn thing!

If it's something of concern, your doc can always order an ultrasound....











M.

Oh the lumps and bumps scare the heck out of me. You always assume it's something dreadful. My son who is 29 had a large lump on his chest under the skin and I was so scared but it turned out to just be a fat nodule (very common). Whew.

hi my anxiety life , yes i know the feeling ..... i go to doc or er because i rather be safe then sorry ...... no i cant afford it , but i do have insurance so i use it and if you dont have ins you should try obama care , my friend has it and pays 42 per month ..... so i hope that you find some good ins ....

SoiA I do have insurance, and have to pay a lot more than that for it lol... If I worked less, it would cost me less (the irony).

Still, the co-pays make me stop and *think* before I go to the ER or get a lot of tests. They bill you for EVERYTHING! And you don't know how much...

At any rate...

I do hope you feel better, I'm sick and tired of my anxiety too. I want my freakin life back. I wasn't that happy before, so this just threw a bunch more crud on top of an already super challenging unhappy life.

I hope there are better things coming for both of us... Hugs...