more trouble

well again as usual had a horrible day. my husband was so excited to go to the Pocono nascar race and I wanted to go with him instead of being home alone on a sunday. I forgot to take my morning meds and panicked the whole time that something was going to happen. we wound up leaving the race half way through I hate my life. my 2 best friends moved out of state years ago and I haven't made any new ones. I'm alone all the time, depressed and cry all the time. my regular doctor is prescribing my psych drugs because I cant find a psychiatrist that will take my insurance or take new patients. I feel my life crumbling around all over me. I'm never happy and always feel sick. I forget what its like to smile or laugh. it feels good just to get that out.. forever sad, dizzy

You will not just get better, you will one day be well and helping
others, Keep Praying. Peace

Larry ***

Dizzy,

I am sorry that today was not as you had hoped it to be. You did make an effort however, and for that you should feel good.

Don't give up and don't despair! Keep talking with us, and working through the coping skills in our Resources...they work!

We are here for your support. Hope today is better for you.:)

S.C.