Posted 8/9/2014 8:29 AM (GMT 0)
Well, that felt like "uh-oh... trouble!" since I am panic free for more than 2 years, but I must say I am not too disappointed because of having some panics back. I dealt with them before, I am going to deal with them again. No biggie. I started my meds today, so.
But I sort of have a worry and I guess I need a bit of helping here. Last night I had a disturbing palpitation short after I fell into sleep, which I very rarely have. I sat on the bed and waited for it to go but it took long really.
Naturally, I got panicked because suddenly I thought "what if??" I usually have panic related things after an episode of HA, like a short period of time every 1-2 years. Then it eventually leads to a panicky state if I get worried too much about my health. I actually have to focus on HA and get a CBT, if possible.
As far as I know palpitations are not a sign of heart attack and mostly harmless. And I had an EKG (or another name I dont know what is what, the one which they stick some gooey sensors on you overall and get some data for a couple of secs... xD ok I know nothing about the names) about two weeks ago and dr said it was totally OK. I got it because of breast pain worry, I guess the dr wanted to be sure because my heart beat is always fast. Always...
So if that EKG thingy looked fine to dr, I should count any sensation I have as anxiety, or should I knock dr's door again? (which I don't want. It's a tough road in Sweden)
Thanks for reading my mumbling