Hi everybody I been off the forum for a while just taking time for myself and trying to stay focus ....
its 2years now !!!! 2012 around this time I was in the hospital for 5 days when this all first started because they did not know what was wrong at the time ....so i was on the cardiac floor for 5 days and had all types of testing done ..... and thats where this nightmare all begin ... i dont feel like going deep into everything but most of you long timers on here know mu story and all the hell i been through ...... its been two years and while im better then i was im still not 100% ........ when i say better i mean i can leave the house , go to work , etc , but i still have bad anxiety , aches , headaches , pain , etc ...... it all sucks .... i just want my life back 100% ..... this is madness .......
what i dont understand is everything is much better then what it was !!! why cant this just go away !!!!!
my son cancer is gone
we have a home
i have a job
while things are not perfect they are better
so why wont this just leave ..... i here people say oh i went through it for 2 yrs or 3 years and one day it just went away .........
well when is my day coming ...